Letting The Whole Thing Pass Me By...

Close my eyes.
Let the whole thing pass me by.
There is no time,
to waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side!
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride.

I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

Close my eyes.
Let the whole thing pass me by.
There is no time,
to waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side!
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride.

Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside,
with all the words I say,
repeating over in my mind,
somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try,
an exit to escape is all there is left to find.

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

(I know I always loved you)
(I know I always loved you)
(I know I always loved you)

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

- Echo by Trapt

Ok for anyone who's heard this song before they know how amazing it is. I remember hearing it like a year ago when I was working at Stock Exchangers and I didn't know what it was called or who it was by. I tried looking it up but had no luck cause you wouldn't think the name would be Echo if you listen to it. So about a year passes and my sister is just like "You have to hear this song on the Trapt CD I got! It's sooo good" and she plays it for me and it didn't even click right away that it was that song..but I knew I had heard it somewhere. FINALLY I figure it out and now I'm addicted. I don't know why I get so addicted to songs..I got through major phases when it comes to my music, it's insane.

I feel as though I'm going through another major turning point in my life, another major growing and developing phase (Emotionally, Spiritually and Mentally.) I'm really beginning to realize how much I've changed over the past couple years and how much my life has just changed in general. I don't remember if I mentioned in my last post that I have an opportunity to go to Columbia with Sacha and Will in January on a Missions trip. My mom knows but she hasn't said much other than "what about school?" and the answer to that question is..."I don't know" I really don't. I don't even know if I wanna go through with this application process...I kinda feel as though I need to take another year off, move out on my own..work, save up money and live my own life for a while. Experience life and make a solid decision about school and what I want to take. There's so much I want to do with my life and I don't know what order I want to do it in! I need some serious advice..or something.

Well I'm beat and could really use a good night's sleep and since there's absolutely no one to talk to on msn I might as well go to bed! Places to be, people to see, photos to take tomorrow. See ya!

PS. If you're reading this I would really like any advice you could give! Comment! :D